Letter to Mr No Labels#7 Welcome Back

Welcome back,

You’re telling me that’s all I had to do. Show you the last letter for you. Hear me say it right, ‘for you’ not ‘to you’.

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Song to a lover #1

Hello Darlin
I got your hands caressing my head
Oh darlin, I smile when you pull my hair.

This ain’t wrong darlin
The bruises on my hand
It’s always strong darlin
Wouldn’t you just stand
By me?

Cheers Love,
To all the times I left
Cheers Baby,
To the cold words said
It ain’t wrong darlin
We just stay side by side
It’s always strong darlin
Even after a thousand fights

So cheers love,
You made me speak out my truth.
And cheers baby,
We don’t got nothing to loose
Anymore.
Was it Better before?

Do you feel numb inside?
Do you want to start another fight?
Do you like, darlin
When I just yell
Would it be better darlin
If none of us ever fell
Right here.

So cheers love,
This song is all for you
And cheers baby,
I think it was long due
To you
The world hasn’t been good.
Cheers darlin,
Because you never stopped trying
Even when you should.
So hello darlin
Cz I’m tired to say goodbye
To you, I think
I will never ever lie.

Created by: A bad lover but an okayish friend.

Letter to Mr No Labels #6 Coward

Dear Coward,
Take a stand.
Well, I’m done being sappy. I think anger is the next step. Your forceful attempts at reconciliation, your asking me ‘How are you?‘, your mouth but not your words. My heart skipped a beat when I saw your name on caller ID. How goddamn stupid of me to think you actually missed me. I didn’t smile even once throughout the conversation because I could see it wasn’t your intention.
You are such a coward. You lack a spine.
Now I’m cursing myself for trying to make you mine.

Letter to a Myself #2 A broken Heart

Dear Broken Heart, 

Let it out, would you?
Let out the scream that you dream about. The thoughts that churn inside you, bring them into existence. It will bring fulfilment and closure and a backdoor entry for a tiny bit of calm.

Letter to Mr No labels #5 The spaces between us.

The way the silences speak when you see the things you are unable to hear; that is how it was- the space between us. Instead of an emptiness, the space had a physical presence like a brick wall with just one brick slightly loose. I often pulled it out to take a peek on the other side but you were too busy painting walls to notice my gaze. After every look, I would fit the brick back in, convincing myself to not pull it loose again but my fingers still touch it occasionally.

Letter to Mr No Labels #4 Wide Smile

What happened?

Where did the smile go? The 8 am phone call. The ‘Miss you’ followed by a deep longing? What happened to the inside jokes? The wanting to make me laugh? The laughing at even my lame jokes?

Letter for a Stranger #3 To the one I abandoned

You keep asking me why I never write a letter to you. I’m sorry.
It’s just that before today I had nothing to say.
But now it’s been happening again and again. And I wonder if it’s Karma of all the days that I let you down, when I let you go. When I couldn’t talk anymore, for you were too much in love with me.